Back to the same old me

It been a week since the last time i saw her. Particularly i was in deep pain and was truely hurt of what she had done to me. I always though that no matter how cruel people can be toward me i must always give in and be nice to them. It just the nature of myself being this way. Hiaz she got a replacement already now. How stupid am i to give way to people like this. I even sacrifice my friends because of her. All this sacrificial things are nothing but a waste. Now the only things i left with is my family and friends. I dont really know when i be able to find the true person for myself. Maybe its just god almighty to show more towards life. No matter what there will always be karma in life. I missed her. Be frank. even though it may not seen by people that i do care. I dont know what to do in life now. Slowly but surely i will the strengh and courage to stand up on my both feet again. Í just hope that she happy making her desicion cause if shé not, i don't think she making a right choice goin for that type of people. So young yet so fragile.